February 04, 2009
Boom Boom Out Go The Lights
Well today's the day. My surgery is on tap for this morning at 7:30am.
I got up at 3:40am so Dianne and I could get ready to leave the house by 5am to make it to the hospital by 6am. I went into the bathroom and "Pop!" the light burns out in the bathroom. I search the house for a light bulb but I could not find one. Luckily Dianne found some after I took a shower by flashlight light. It is always darkest before the dawn I guess. I changed the bulb for Dianne but it was a rather interesting morning.
Please pray for me and my family today. We are not only facing this surgery but spiritual warfare. Stress got the better of me last night. I got angry at Dianne and I should not have. I said some things that should not have been said and for that I am very and truely sorry. We have been at each other all day today and I am afraid that it will continue until after this morning. I love Dianne so much and I cannot go through this without her. She is part of me and I feel very alone today because of my actions last night. Please pray for healing over this and for me too.
Well I will post more on the other side. Thank you for your thoughts and prayers.
Jay
Comments
1 Peter 4:8 says "Above all, love each other deeply, for love covers a multitude of sins."
Jay, this is how Diane loves you. Just as Jesus loves you. We are all human and make mistakes. Let me tell you if every married couple who has been married more than five years had a dollar for everytime one of them misspoke. We old married couples would all be rich!!!! You, Diane and the kids are in our hearts and prayers.
Posted by: Tina Autry at February 4, 2009 05:21 PM
Hope it all went well J. Thinking about you and hope you have a quick recovery so you can get your butt back to Canadaland :)
Many thoughts,
Ryan
Posted by: Ryan at February 5, 2009 12:57 AM
i like your title of this it looks like that right now
Posted by: trey stumpff at February 5, 2009 08:23 PM